The room; before
Your knuckles are white and fierce. Like aggregate pushing Against the tarmac of your skin.
Dripping; Your body is a wet road. Your little hands, the arches of your feet, The inward curve above your lip Sweat like rain.
Your face is paper; eyes white as eggs. I hold your head in my lap; Wet neck stuck to my thigh.
Ice flowers spread across the window. In the blueness your neck is damp. Evening slips into morning; Slips into night.
The morning will hold A stillness. I will leave you Trembling.
Words fall like pebbles From my lips. And drop Heavy Onto your heart.
I'm sorry.
(c) Alicia Buller 2001
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